Saturday, September 15, 2007

Good times,Bad times

YEAR:2002
Riding a red color CBZ was a guy who was slightly drunk on whiskey doing around 90 k/hr on the road which led to the airport,he was a emotional wreck..he had lost touch with reality..he was so pissed at life..he wanted to blame someone ..but he had no one to blame but he himself and he knew it!

Just then a white Opel Astra whizzed past him and overtook him...the guy on the bike was following a straight path..at least dat wad he thot! the guy on the bike was carefully riding it coz he had just repaired his beloved bike.he saw the speed breaker at a distance wer a new Hotel called Intercontinental-The Grand was coming up,he was just gonna jump the speed breaker like always ..but wait !
the Opel Astra driver who by the way was driving very fast dint sse it coming!so to avoid the bumpy feeling the dude breaks hard and cut lane and comes in the lane wer the guy was coming in and SREEEECCH!!!! BREAK!!!!!SMASH!!!!THUD!!!!
THE GUY ON THE BIKE HIT THE CAR!!!!

He gets up ..picks up his bike and just rides away!!!coz he wasn't in the mood to argue!he was a guy who was full of acne,full of despair...a guy who had lost in love!

AND IF YOU STILL DON'T KNOW WHO THE GUY WAS.....

ur just stupid then!

yes! its one of the rides i took that made me realize who i truly am..
i was a much calmer person then...i had just passed my S.S.C exams with a good %,had gotten into a good commerce college,fell in love..but nothing in my life lasted for long!!!and like all good times this too came to an end...
when i got back home dat night ..i was so angry at every1 ,i din know wad to do,i was confused,i hated life then!i hated everything that happened to me...but din know wad to do!

but boy!i din know wat life had in stored for me after that night was gonna be much worse than wad i could have ever imagined!!!!

after that night ...
i lost everything!
i was forcibly put in a engg. college,
i had lost hope of finding love,
i had become a bitter person,
i had no friends,
i had a family dat was falling apart,
i had no self-respect.
i felt like running away from it all!
i was the guy that who could have it all ..but was a guy who had lost it all!..

but i wasn't about to give up!

Year:2007,Time:Now

riding down the same road....riding a Blue-Pulsar-180(FEAR THE BLACK EDITION)not high on anything..but hope,cruising down the road at a speed of 60 k/hr waiting for my dear friend Tina to call me,listening to some MOTLEY CRUE was me once again!
passing the same Intercontinental-The Grand wer worked a girl who i had just dumped!was a road with no speed breakers or a Opel Astra to take my life!i was a man who was in love a after a really really long time!i wont just tell who this girl is ..u ppl will have to wait and watch like me too!to say a few things about her ..all i can say is that she is the sweetest,most wonderful girl i have ever known in my life!and i totally love her!

as i was cruising down the road i couldn't help but feel happy for a change!as i was listening to poison and my fave song by them called,
Life Loves a Tragedy
singing to the chorus

Good times, bad times
How life loves a tragedy
Heartbreaks, heartaches
How life loves a tragedy


I couldn't agree with Brett micheals more on this 1....
i have agreed that my life does love a tragedy!
and i have learnt to live with it!
now after 6 years
i have true friends(Shilpa,Tina,Ritu,Roan,Durga)

look better!

feel good!

more confident!

more stable,

more sensible,

more responsible,

full of energy,

doing what i love doing the most,

and yes!

i am in love!
saying that:


"Forgive me for what I've done there
Cause I never meant the things I did"

now i have something to believe in!!!!
me!!!!!

and just wen my cell rang...it was my lovely friend Tina!
god i thought she'd never call!
we met,Shilpa bailed out on us !we chatted and i went home with a feeling of happiness that i rarely feel!

(and yes i haven't touched whiskey after that night till date!)














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recklessness redefined!! yes!im the personification of recklessness! im just a kid whoz trying to live his life the way he wants to . not just another face in the crowd,im more sorta the guy who runs the show than sit on the sidelines and watch it! love me or hate me ! (love me pls, pls!) i just write random exps i go through in my life in a funny,sarcastic way! hope u ppl enjoy my misery! cheers!